Jack Dempsey

is that i feel obliged to photoshop it to fuck before i upload…

seriously, why does everyone do this? just post the picture as it was took. let’s see your photography skills not your sitting in front of the computer on photoshop for a billion hours skills.

thanks

i saw this on the wall in a take-away

http://www.theshippingforecastliverpool.com/2011/03/wed-27th-april-jonny-foreigner/

and thought of you.

not in a romantic kinda way, just thought “aah, i’ve heard of them because of alice, but really cba paying £6.50”

xD

reasoning

see the reason i spend so much time on ultimate-guitar is because i feel like i am appreciated there and also because people value my opinion. 

you have your university friends, and speak to them all on facebook and then after uni and stuff, i know i also have work but once i’m out them doors i don’t speak to any of them until i get back in the next day.

THEN you get pissed off that i speak to you about work and when i tell you that you talking about uni is kind of annoying you take offence. 

i know you say you need friends but i hardly ever see mine anymore. that’s quite depressing…

but all you want to do is go on and on and on about yours. it makes me feel so insignificant, i might as well not even be here.

you complain when we don’t have cuddles but i’m on my computer when i get home because i want to relax and chill out after work, same with guitars, you know how much they mean to me, how much i’ve spent on them, why the fuck won’t you let me play them? yet you can pick up my acoustic and demand silence. it’s not fair.

i hate it, i hate what i am to you, you can just walk over me without obstruction.

if you want me, you have all of me. not certain bits you can pick and choose.

i’m sick of what i am.

can it not just end?

“When you think of the long and gloomy history of man, you will find more hideous crimes have been committed in the name of obedience than have ever been committed in the name of rebellion.” - C. P. Snow

http://jawide626.blogspot.com/2010/12/more-we-learn-less-we-know.html

emotionally fucked up. 

fml.

“Ah, so check it out right?

I’ve tried every approach to living and I’ve tried, tried it all. I haven’t tried everything, but I’ve tried every approach. Sometimes you have to try everything to get the approach the same, but…

I tried it all, I bought a bunch of stuff and went: “eh, I don’t like that”, I kinda came in and out that a couple of times. I thought I would shut myself off, I thought maybe that’s cool. Maybe that’s what you have to do to be a genius, is you have to be mad. So if you get mad before the word genius, then maybe you can make genius appear, right?

That doesn’t work either. And I’m in a good place, I’ve paced myself pretty well. I’m thirty, I’ve seen some cool stuff. I made a lot of stuff happen for myself.

I made a lot of stuff happen for myself, right. That’s a really cool sentence when you’re in your 20’s, I made it happen for myself. But all that means is that I’ve just somehow or another found another way to synthesize love or synthesize soothing. Or.. You can’t get that. And what I’m saying is that I’ve messed with all the approaches, except for one and it’s gonna sound really corny but that’s just love. That’s just love.

I’ve done everything in my life that I’ve wanted to do except just give and feel love for my living. And I don’t mean like: Roman-candle-firework-Hollywood-hot-pink-love. I mean like: I-got-your-back-love!

I don’t need to hear I love you. You guys love me, I love you. We got that down. But some of the people who will tell you they love you, the same people who’re gonna last just have your back.

So, I’m gonna experiment with this love-thing. Giving love, feeling love. I know it sounds really corny but it’s the last thing I got to check out before I check out.

Take me in the solo one more time, make it loud! Thank you!

Thank you”

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sung during ‘bold as love’ in his ‘where the light is’ concert. it’s one of the best live dvd’s EVAR. go buy it. NOW!

congrats to everyone who got things on their exam things…

yeh you know what i mean, cba explaining…

but blahh feel like shite.

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need to hike to liscard @ 3:00 aswell….